Month: February 2022

Our world is going up in flames! News reports coming out of Europe, the Middle East, Asia speak of  tension, unrest, turmoil, and wars. People are in pain, they are scared. Children are hanging on to their parents, and parents are scrambling to find places of safety for themselves and their children. War is never an easy thing to watch, not even from a distance on TV.

Can you imagine what it must be like being present at ground zero? Hearing the whistle of bombs as they careen towards the earth seeking their targets? The panic that erupts among the people as that whistle crescendos and there is nothing that they can do to stop it? Can you imagine the moment of the blast when the tons of dynamite hit the target and erupt into a giant ball of orange-red flames that mushroom out and swallows up anything and anyone in its vicinity? Too horrid to think about you say. I agree. I wish we didn’t have to think about it. I wish no one had to live through it. 

As ordinary citizens we may not understand the esoteric geopolitics of wars like these. We often shy away from discussions by saying, “It is horrid but what can I do about it? I may protest but those are only words. No one is listening. No change will come because of what I say or do.” So we trudge through life, helpless and saddened by the futility of what is happening around us.

Dare I be a naive Pollyanna and share a text that comes to my mind? “A gentle response turns away anger, but a harsh word stirs up wrath. The tongue of the wise treats knowledge correctly, but the mouth of the fool spouts out folly.” Proverbs 15: 1, 2.

These are the words of the wise man, Solomon.  You may look at his teaching and think it far too simplistic to be applied to our present world conditions. Maybe. I will not argue about that, although . . . . I wonder!  As ordinary everyday citizens we proffer the claim that we can do nothing to eliminate wars but why not do something to affect those areas that we can change?  The above words from Solomon, applied to our lives, may make a vast difference in our spheres of influence.

By espousing Solomon’s teaching— sharing words of kindness, and words of wisdom; can we positively impact the lives of those in our homes, those next door, and those in our extended community? Should we take the time to learn how to be kind, to learn how to be wise and thoughtful in our verbal exchanges?  

When last have we replied to a slight, or a “dis” with a smile, a kind word, or a thought-provoking response? “Come on!” you say, “That’s naive to think that we should allow people to get away with demeaning us. People see that as weakness and respond by treating us even worse.” 

I am not suggesting that we become doormats but that we learn to counter evil with positive, intentional words and acts of goodwill that diffuse the situation and bring light to the subject.  Our world is erupting in flames we must find ways to play our small part to bring back civility and caring!

Mahatma Gandhi tried it and ultimately led India to become an independent nation. Jesus, the Creator of the earth, modeled it. He lived on earth as an ordinary man and ultimately inspired a world-wide movement founded on humility, love, and selflessness.

“You should have the same attitude toward one another that Christ Jesus had, who though he existed in the form of God did not regard equality with God as something to be grasped, but emptied himself by taking on the form of a slave, by looking like other men, and by sharing in human nature. He humbled himself, by becoming obedient to the point of death— even death on a cross!” Philippians 2: 5-8. 

It may not be that with these few words I can convince you that this is the best way to go except to say— Christ did it and asks us to do the same! Who knows, like Gandhi, like Jesus, the way we treat our families, our neighbors, our coworkers; may spread to become the way of life in our neighborhoods and in our communities. We may not change the whole world but we would have effected change in our corner, and that is all that we are being asked to do. Isn’t it? 

Today’s Goal: To live harmoniously with all people in our sphere of influence. 

The Bible gives two occasions when God writes to man. The first was on Mount Sinai when He wrote the Ten Commandments on two solid slabs of stone (Exodus 20:1-17). The second was in Judea when Jesus wrote in sand the sins of the woman caught in adultery (John 8:6-11).  The first story presents Him as the Law Giver and the second seems to show Him as the Law Breaker. How can these two pictures be reconciled? 

The children of Israel stood expectant at the base of Mt. Sinai, anxiously looking up at the billowing clouds that wrapped the peak of Sinai. They were here because Moses said that  God had something to tell them. The little ones pranced around, restless with the excitement, only to have their ears tugged by their mothers. The men stood in groups speaking in hushed tones.  Then it came— loud, crashing peels of thunder and brilliant bolts of lightening that streaked across the azure sky. The adults fell to their knees in fright, and the whimpering children hid in the trembling arms of their parents.  

Fearful and transfixed, they listened as Moses read to them from the tablets written by God. In terror, all Israel promised that they would do whatever God commanded— just so long as this almighty, fearsome Lawgiver did not come this frightfully close to them again. 

They had forgotten that this was the same almighty, attentive God who delivered them from slavery, gave them water when they were thirsty, and food when they were hungry! Amazing memory-loss and short-lived gratitude! Suddenly, God became for Israel a dreaded Law Giver; and His laws, a burdensome responsibility.

Next, was the story of the prostitute.  This woman was dragged to Jesus for punishment— a stoning.  Humiliated and ashamed she listened as her sordid life was described in graphic detail for Jesus and all who cared to listen. She bowed under the weight as her accusers screamed words of contempt and condemnation, “She is despicable!”  They screamed. “She is no good trash. She has never been anything, and will never amount to anything.” 

She dared not look up for it was all true, and the law said she should be stoned. She gritted her teeth and awaited the sting of the first stone on her back. Glancing in Jesus’ direction she noticed that He had squatted and was writing in the sand.  She couldn’t see what he was writing nor could she will her legs  to carry her closer. “It is further condemnation”, she feared.  

Above her pounding heart she slowly became aware of shuffling feet. She realized that the hissing of the men was growing less. Her accusers were leaving! She dared not hope but continued to wait, confusion adding to the excruciating mental agony.

“So when they continued asking Him, He raised Himself up and said to them, “He who is without sin among you, let him throw a stone at her first.” And again He stooped down and wrote on the ground. Then those who heard it, being convicted by their conscience, went out one by one, beginning with the oldest even to the last. And Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst. When Jesus had raised Himself up and saw no one but the woman, He said to her, “Woman, where are those accusers of yours? Has no one condemned you?” She said, “No one, Lord.” And Jesus said to her, “Neither do I condemn you; go and sin no more.”John 8:7-11.

A loud gush of air exploded from her lips. She heaved in a full breath of air as tears streaked silently down her face. Did He actually say that He had forgiven her and she could go? She glanced around and indeed they stood alone- no accusers, no witnesses— just she and Jesus. 

She looked into His face and absent was the scorn and contempt that she had grown accustomed to seeing in others. His eyes held understanding, forgiveness, and . . . yes, love. The commandments she was taught came flooding into her thoughts but now with new meaning, 

“. . . But showing mercy to thousands, to those who love Me and keep My commandments . . .”

A flood of emotions swept over her. Gratitude and yes . . . love. How could she feel otherwise? Thanks poured from her in a jumbled jigsaw of words. The weight was lifted, and there was a new feeling of freedom and acceptance.

“What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who is against us? He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him over for us all, how will He not also with Him freely give us all things?” Romans 8:31-32

****** Grace ******

Today’s Goal: To sincerely ask for and accept God’s forgiveness and to live in an obedient love relationship with Him.

She lay sleepless, tossing to-and-fro, repeating over and over . .  “How could I have been so selfish! I should have known better.” Pounding her pillow, she wept, “O God forgive me!” 

For maybe the hundredth time, she examined her arms, hands, and legs. She rubbed gently across her body feeling for sores. Sometimes she retraced her touch because for a moment . . . she thought she felt something. But again and again, there were no spots, there were no sores, no rough areas. “Thank you God! Thank you! Thank you! Oh God, I am so sorry.” She wailed not caring to keep her voice down. There was no one to hear her. 

Miriam’s thoughts went back to that morning when she decided to confront her brother, Moses. Taking Aaron, her older brother, she approached Moses.

“Then Miriam and Aaron spoke against Moses because of the Ethiopian woman whom he had married . . . So they said, “Has the LORD indeed spoken only through Moses? Has He not spoken through us also?” And the LORD heard it. . . So the anger of the LORD was aroused against them, and He departed. And when the cloud departed from above the tabernacle, suddenly Miriam became leprous, as white as snow.” Numbers 12: 1, 2, 9,10.

She remembered the look of terror in her brother, Aaron’s eyes. Following his gaze, she looked at her arms. “Oh dear God, leprosy”, Aaron whispered.  

“No it’s not so!” She sobbed. Her heart pounded in her ears and cold sweat made her shiver even in the warmth of the morning sun. Why had she uttered those words? She was cursed! If only she could take them back. 

She remembered her morning and evening prayers when she cried out to God pleading for Moses’s safety. She had prayed non-stop for 40 years only to be jealous of him now he had returned. The shame seared through her heart leaving her weak and unable to control the moan that escaped her lips. Jealousy of all things, she thought.

“So Moses cried out to the LORD, saying, “Please heal her, O God, I pray!”. . .  So Miriam was confined outside the camp for seven days, and the people did not move on till she was brought back.” Numbers 12: 13, 14

It was a long 7 days, and each morning Miriam looked to see if Moses and the children of Israel were still there. The relief she felt each time was intense. At night she watched the glow of God’s presence in the camp and she was assured that He still loved and watched over her. “Oh how gracious is my God.” she murmured. “Thank you Lord that even though my shameful, selfish behavior pains You, still You have not left me behind. Thank you God.” 

“At the command of the LORD the children of Israel would journey, and at the command of the LORD they would camp; as long as the cloud stayed above the tabernacle they remained encamped.” Numbers 9: 18.

The same is true for us. Our reckless behaviors and thoughtless choices in life can very often lead to serious consequences— loss of a job, loss of our home, poor health, loss of a friend, loss of family, loss of a good reputation. But even as we reel and our lives tumble out of control, God is constant. He reminds us with each morning that He is there, He has not left and He yearningly awaits our return. Miriam learned that as she eyed the encampment each morning and saw that He was waiting.

“Therefore, laying aside all malice, all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and all evil speaking, as newborn babes, desire the pure milk of the word, that you may grow thereby, if indeed you have tasted that the Lord is gracious.”  1 Peter 2: 1-3.

We may have chosen to drift away from those things that we know are best for our lives and imperceptibly fallen into habits that distance us from a close relationship with God. We can be assured that our yearning for a better way of life is His presence calling and wooing us. We cannot but be awed by that kind of persistent, consistent, loyalty to us— greater than that of the closest friend or family. 

Like Jeremiah, may our hearts yield in response as we experience His constancy and love. Love as amazing as the gentle rising sun that spreads it silvery blue rays across the morning sky, and as invigorating as the crisp, fresh air that enters our waiting lungs. In concert with the waking birds may we proclaim,  “Through the LORD’s mercies we are not consumed, Because His compassions fail not. They are new every morning; Great is Your faithfulness.” Lamentation 3:22, 23.

Today’s Goal: To throw open our hearts to the call of our Creator and Lord. 

Who sets out in search of difficulties? No one! But nonetheless— here we are! 

Just over 400 years before, the children of Jacob had arrived in Egypt as a small family of about 70 people. Jacob (now called Israel), his sons, and their families had been invited to Egypt by Joseph for a better life. They arrived with great hopes as Joseph, their brother, set them up on the best lands with the promise of a prosperous future. 

Things went well, their numbers grew, and they did prosper. Life was glorious until Joseph died, and new pharaohs ruled Egypt. Life as they knew it changed— they became the target of suspicion and negative stories; laws were changed, and Egypt became their place of enslavement. In 400 years they lost their prestigious identity, lost their self-direction, lost their dream, lost their will to live, and worst of all— they lost their faith in Jehovah God. 

When things were at their darkest, in walked Moses. He arrived with a message from Jehovah who promised them a new beginning. Jehovah promised freedom and His faithfulness to take them out of slavery. This message kindled their hope, and timidly the children of Israel accepted the possibility of change. Their faith-journey began as they broke from under the burden of pharaoh and took their first steps toward freedom. 

But here they stood, stalled, hemmed in by the Red Sea before them and the screams of the pursuing enemy behind them.  So much for change! Would Jehovah be faithful? 

“And Moses said to the people, “Do not be afraid. Stand still, and see the salvation of the LORD, which He will accomplish for you today. For the Egyptians whom you see today, you shall see again no more forever. The LORD will fight for you, and you shall hold your peace.” Exodus 14: 13, 14. 

On Moses’ command, forward they went into the roar of the Red Sea and just on time, Jehovah opened a path! The children of Israel walked through on dry land with roaring pillars of water on either sides of them. It was a challenging march that demanded ever ounce of faith that they had, but marched they did! They had the calming assurance of the cloud that travelled behind them lighting their path while darkening that of their enemy. 

As morning broke the last family stepped out of the Red Sea and stood on the shores of a new land. They looked back and saw the utter destruction of the enemies who had pursued them. And as the sun rose in the eastern sky they broke into a new song: 

The LORD is my strength and song, And He has become my salvation;He is my God, and I will praise Him; My father’s God, and I will exalt Him.The LORD is a man of war; The LORD is His name. Exodus 15: 2, 3.

We never go looking for difficulties, but nevertheless— here we are!  

What started off as a promise of a great future may have stalled, dimmed, or even died. Doubt may be setting in, and anxiety about the future may be knocking on the doors of our hearts. Don’t answer!  Let’s challenge the day by taking hold of the promise of God’s faithfulness. Let’s take to heart the experience of the children of Israel— the morning will break, the sun will rise, and we may choose to start anew. In anticipation let’s join with Miriam in her song of victory: 

Then Miriam the prophetess, the sister of Aaron, took the timbrel in her hand; and all the women went out after her with timbrels and with dances. And Miriam answered them:“Sing to the LORD, For He has triumphed gloriously! The horse and its rider He has thrown into the sea!” Exodus 15: 20, 21. 

May today be for you the beginning of a new start as you look toward the east and into the warmth of the rising sun. Know that this day holds the promise of a new beginning. The words of Moses ring true today: “Do not be afraid. Stand still, and see the salvation of the LORD, which He will accomplish for you today.”

Today’s Goal: To greet the new day with faith and a positive assurance in the God who leads. Remember “. . .When the enemy comes in like a flood, The Spirit of the LORD will lift up a standard against him.” Isaiah 59: 19.

“Just a spoonful of sugar makes the medicine go down in a most delightful way . . .” is a song that Mary Poppins sang and an experience that we all had as children– ugh! As Christians we sometimes use that method to introduce the Good News of Christ to people. We contrive occasions to do kind deeds for them with the hidden primary motive of proselytizing. We are therefore disappointed when they accept our gifts of food, clothes, etc., but do not become “Followers”. Christianity is not a medicine that should be hidden inside a spoonful of sugar— it is the sugar! 

I have a question that may need some thought. We may even disagree on our answers: While on earth, was Jesus’s primary motive to make people “Followers”? In many of the Bible stories we are told that Jesus’s primary motivation was His compassion and deep desire to improve people’s way of life. The acts He did were born of His compassion, and those acts ultimately drew people to Him. 

“Then Jesus went about all the cities and villages, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the gospel of the kingdom, and healing every sickness and every disease among the people. But when He saw the multitudes, He was moved with compassion for them, because they were weary and scattered, like sheep having no shepherd.” Matthew 9:35, 36. 

What were the  compassionate acts that made people flock to Jesus wherever he went? Certainly for some, it was the food, but many stayed for more— the lonely were attracted by His immediate warm acceptance,  the anxious  were drawn by His calm demeanor, the hopeless were rejuvenated by His lessons of hope and salvation, the tired and dissatisfied found encouragement in His stories, and the directionless received new insight into the true meaning of life. He genuinely cared about their wellbeing!

So what am I saying? I am saying that we should have as our primary motivation, the welfare and wellbeing of people. Whether they end up being Christians or not, we should value them the way Jesus valued them. We should yearn for their good health and happiness even as Jesus yearned and worked to bring it about in their lives.  The homeless man by the side of the road, the chronic drunkard, the drug addict, the abuser, the molester, the murderer— all are to be treated with love and valued as Christ did. Our fellow human beings are of importance and worth by the mere fact of their existence!

That’s a tall order! Value the molester and the murderer? That calls for a level of compassion that we might not yet possess. How do we get there? Well, we go to the Person who exhibited that level of concern, love, and compassion and daily ask Him for an infilling of those traits. 

I would like to introduce another blast from our childhood— let’s engage in a game of free-fall!  Let’s just close our eyes and fall backward. This seems a risky move, and it would be if the  free-fall wasn’t taking us into the arms of Love and omnipotence. Through study and prayer, let’s immerse ourselves in the ways of Jesus and let those principles take us wherever they will! Forget about the trappings of Christianity— dress, diet, duty, drills, days, language, customs; and just fall into Love. 

The woman at the well engaged in free-fall and where did it lead her?  “And many of the Samaritans of that city believed in Him because of the word of the woman who testified, “He told me all that I ever did.”” John 4:39

The demoniac did it and what was his experience?  “Then they went out to see what had happened, and came to Jesus, and found the man from whom the demons had departed, sitting at the feet of Jesus, clothed and in his right mind.” Luke 8:35. 

Mary Magdalene, a woman of ill-repute, also did the free-fall and how was she changed?  “a woman came to Him having an alabaster flask of very costly fragrant oil, and she poured it on His head as He sat at the table. . . Assuredly, I say to you, wherever this gospel is preached in the whole world, what this woman has done will also be told as a memorial to her.”” Matthew 26: 7, 13.

All these individuals did a free-fall into love with Jesus and received newness of life. They became excited, self-actualized, joy-filled, communicators for Him! They couldn’t help themselves! They were bubbling over with love and concern for others that led them to act.  Their goal was to bring others to the same level of abundant living that they were enjoying. It became their way of life!

Christ does not ask to be hidden in a spoonful of sugar. He asks us to openly live like Him, showing love and compassion for our fellow human beings. He calls us to live an anxiety-free dependence on Him, and He will do the rest. 

“For I have given you an example, that you should do as I have done to you. Most assuredly, I say to you, a servant is not greater than his master; nor is he who is sent greater than he who sent him. If you know these things, blessed are you if you do them.” John 13: 15-17. 

Today’s Goal: To openly mimic Christ’s life of selflessness and joy with no regard for what the establishment says or does. 

Fired up and ready to go! The excitement in the room was palpable as men and women moved from group to group listening and sharing their experiences. The sick were being healed, the blind were regaining their sight, and bed-ridden people were leaping up and walking.

“And believers were increasingly added to the Lord, multitudes of both men and women, so that they brought the sick out into the streets and laid them on beds and couches, that at least the shadow of Peter passing by might fall on some of them.” Acts 5: 14-15.

It was a time of victory and of trial. A time of excitement and of apprehension.  The emotions were uncontainable. Men and women gave up their jobs and committed themselves to the cause of sharing the Good News of a new way of life. With that came the practical challenges of day-to-day living. How would they sustain themselves and the movement? 

The discussion and planning continued deep into the night. The request went out,  hands went up, and pledges were made. Some people were selling their homes, some sold small items, others gave their time— they would all contribute to the cause. 

“Now the multitude of those who believed were of one heart and one soul; neither did anyone say that any of the things he possessed was his own, but they had all things in common. . . . Nor was there anyone among them who lacked; for all who were possessors of lands or houses sold them, and brought the proceeds of the things that were sold, and laid them at the apostles’ feet; and they distributed to each as anyone had need.” Act 4: 32-35. 

Ananias looked at Sapphira, and the decision was made. Up went his hand to pledge the earnings of their piece of land outside the walls of the city. That night they discussed their pledge and agreed Ananias would see to its sale the following day. At about noon the next day Ananias came home, his face beaming. It was clear he had been successful. Sapphira did not ask if he had sold the land but for how much. 

The grin on his face grew wider, “You won’t believe it!” he said, “”I got five times more than we had expected!” 

“God be praised!” exclaimed Sapphira. “We must share the great news.” 

Ananias lingered. 

“Well, what’s holding you up, what’s wrong?” 

“Sit down” he said. “I was thinking. We didn’t expect this much for the land. We have made five times more than we had hoped.”

“Yes, God blessed!”

He stared at her then blurted, “I was thinking that we should keep the extra.” 

“We did say we would give all the proceeds of the sale.” 

“Yes, but . . .  the proceeds is far more than we projected.” 

“I’m not sure, isn’t that because God blessed our venture?” Sapphira parried. 

“I agree, but who says that that blessing is not for us to keep?”

Sapphira sighed, covered her face, and sat back, “What of the counsel? What are they going to think when we say we are holding back some of the money? Others are giving everything they have.” 

Ananias pulled on his beard and sighed heavily, “That would make us look less than committed wouldn’t it? We are totally committed but  . . .  we need to be prudent. We must plan for the future.” 

They were silent for a while. Sapphira shifted uneasily as she wrestled with the problem. 

Slowly Ananias began to speak counting his words as he spoke. “We don’t need to be judged. Let’s just give the first sum we promised and not mention our good fortune.” 

Sapphira raised her head from her hands, and slowly she nodded her OK. 

“But Peter said, “Ananias, why has Satan filled your heart to lie to the Holy Spirit and keep back part of the price of the land for yourself? While it remained, was it not your own? And after it was sold, was it not in your own control? Why have you conceived this thing in your heart? You have not lied to men but to God.” Then Ananias, hearing these words, fell down and breathed his last.” Acts 5: 3-5.

It was coming time for the evening meeting and Sapphira hurriedly finished her chores to be on time. She was excited to join Ananias.

“Now it was about three hours later when his wife came in, not knowing what had happened. And Peter answered her, “Tell me whether you sold the land for so much?”

She said, “Yes, for so much.”

Then Peter said to her, “How is it that you have agreed together to test the Spirit of the Lord? Look, the feet of those who have buried your husband are at the door, and they will carry you out.” Then immediately she fell down at his feet and breathed her last.” Acts 5: 7-10. 

A difficult story to swallow. Wasn’t it their money to do as they pleased? Why were they punished so harshly for not giving all to the mission? Were Ananias and Sapphira engaged in irresponsible indulgence or responsible management of their resources? Does it matter if our giving is born of  generosity or obligation? Am I the sole arbiter of my resources— be it time, money or energy? Some may say that the answer will depend on the motive. I guess there can be arguments for both sides of these questions. It is important enough to receive some thought.

To say that this story should awaken fear is to miss the point. However, questions regarding our stewardship of time, money, abilities, will always be among the daily challenges that we face. 

Even as we are unique recipients of God’s blessings, each in our own unique way is called to honor God. May He give us the understanding and willingness to freely and lovingly use our resources in ways that He guides us.

Today’s Goal: To use my time, abilities, and money as God would have me to do.

Fired up and ready to go! The excitement in the room was palpable as men and women moved from group to group listening and sharing their experiences. The sick were being healed, the blind were regaining their sight, and bed-ridden people were leaping up and walking!

“And believers were increasingly added to the Lord, multitudes of both men and women, so that they brought the sick out into the streets and laid them on beds and couches, that at least the shadow of Peter passing by might fall on some of them.” Acts 5: 14-15.

It was a time of victory and of trial. A time of excitement and of apprehension.  The emotions were uncontainable. Men and women gave up their jobs and committed themselves to the cause of sharing the Good News of a new way of life. With that came the practical challenges of day-to-day living. How would they sustain themselves and the movement? 

The discussion and planning continued deep into the night. The request went out,  hands went up, and pledges were made. Some people were selling their homes, some sold small items, others gave their time— they would all contribute to the cause. 

“Now the multitude of those who believed were of one heart and one soul; neither did anyone say that any of the things he possessed was his own, but they had all things in common. . . . Nor was there anyone among them who lacked; for all who were possessors of lands or houses sold them, and brought the proceeds of the things that were sold, and laid them at the apostles’ feet; and they distributed to each as anyone had need.” Act 4: 32-35. 

Ananias looked at Sapphira, and the decision was taken. Up went his hand to pledge the earnings of their piece of land outside the walls of the city. That night they discussed their pledge and agreed Ananias would see to its sale the following day. At about noon the next day Ananias came home, his face beaming. It was clear he had been successful. Sapphira did not ask if he had sold the land but for how much. 

The grin on his face grew wider, “You won’t believe it!” he said, “I got five times more than we had expected!” 

“God be praised!” exclaimed Sapphira. “We must share the great news.” 

Ananias lingered. 

“Well, what’s holding you up, what’s wrong?” 

“Sit down” he said. “I was thinking. We didn’t expect this much for the land. We have made five times more than we had hoped.”

“Yes, God blessed!”

He stared at her then blurted, “I was thinking that we should keep the extra.” 

“We did say we would give all the proceeds of the sale.” 

“Yes, but . . .  the proceeds is far more than we projected.” 

“I’m not sure, isn’t that because God blessed our venture?” Sapphira parried. 

“I agree, but who says that that blessing is not for us to keep?”

Sapphira sighed, covered her face, and sat back, “What of the counsel? What are they going to think when we say we are holding back some of the money? Others are giving everything they have.” 

Ananias pulled on his beard and sighed heavily, “That would make us look less than committed wouldn’t it? We are totally committed but  . . .  we need to be prudent. We must plan for the future.” 

They were silent for a while. Sapphira shifted uneasily as she wrestled with the problem. Slowly Ananias began to speak counting his words as he spoke. “We don’t need to be judged. Let’s just give the first sum we promised and not mention our good fortune.” 

Sapphira raised her head from her hands, and slowly she nodded her OK. 

“But Peter said, “Ananias, why has Satan filled your heart to lie to the Holy Spirit and keep back part of the price of the land for yourself? While it remained, was it not your own? And after it was sold, was it not in your own control? Why have you conceived this thing in your heart? You have not lied to men but to God.” Then Ananias, hearing these words, fell down and breathed his last.” Acts 5: 3-5.

It was coming time for the evening meeting and Sapphira hurriedly finished her chores to be on time. She was excited to join Ananias.

“Now it was about three hours later when his wife came in, not knowing what had happened. And Peter answered her, “Tell me whether you sold the land for so much?” She said, “Yes, for so much.” Then Peter said to her, “How is it that you have agreed together to test the Spirit of the Lord? Look, the feet of those who have buried your husband are at the door, and they will carry you out.” Then immediately she fell down at his feet and breathed her last.” Acts 5: 7-10. 

A difficult story to swallow. Wasn’t it their money to do as they pleased? Why were they punished so harshly for not giving all to the mission? Were Ananias and Sapphira engaged in irresponsible indulgence or responsible management of their resources? Does it matter if our giving is born of  generosity or obligation? Am I the sole arbiter of my resources— be it time, money or energy? Some may say that the answer will depend on the motive. I guess there can be arguments for both sides of these questions. It is important enough to receive some thought.

To say that this story should awaken fear is to miss the point. However, questions regarding our stewardship of time, money, abilities, will always be among the daily challenges that we face. 

Even as we are unique recipients of God’s blessings, each in our own unique way is called to honor God. May He give us the understanding and willingness to freely and lovingly use our resources in ways that He guides us.

Today’s Goal: To use my time, abilities, and money as God would have me to do.

If asked for my favorite Bible character I would say she is Esther in the Old Testament book named for her. The life of Esther challenges me as a woman. Esther is presented as a young woman living a victorious life despite being orphaned and living in exile. With other Jews from Jerusalem, she was taken captive to live hundreds of miles away in a foreign country. Life is not easy— she battles homesickness, deprivation, poor living conditions, the loss of her birth name- Hadassah, and the right to self-determination. Here among foreigners, she is pressed to conform to the politics, social, and religious norms of her conqueror. But in spite of this, she lives positively and intentionally holding to her values. 

While in captivity, Esther is selected by fortune to live in the palace of the king and here she enjoys the privileges of wealth and honor. Her physical and spiritual beauty make her the most favored both by the king and those placed to care for her. She walks the halls of privilege with humility, cheer, and dignity. 

“. . .Yet Esther met with the approval of all who saw her. Then Esther was taken to King Ahasuerus at his royal residence in the tenth month . . . . And the king loved Esther more than all the other women, and she met with his loving approval more than all the other young women.” Esther 2: 15 – 17. 

Her new position buffers her from the rough and tumble of the outside world but she does not allow herself to forget her origins. She remains loyal to her uncle Mordecai, her only remaining tie with her Jewish ancestry. When he sends her a message that the Jews in the region are to be annihilated it turns her world up side down and brings her face-to-face with the call of duty.  

“He also gave . . . a written copy of the law that had been disseminated in Susa for their destruction so that he could show it to Esther and talk to her about it. He also gave instructions that she should go to the king to implore him and petition him on behalf of her people. So Hathach returned and related Mordecai’s instructions to Esther. Esther 4: 8, 9.

 Pacing the shiny marble floors of the palace she has no illusions about her influence but that does not stop her from attempting to be an agent for change.  Esther brings all her wits to bear on this problem, and emboldened by the words of uncle Mordecai, Esther resolve to do whatever she can for her people. 

“. . . Yet who knows whether you have come to the kingdom for such a time as this?”” Esther 4: 14.

After careful thought and planning, she calls on her uncle and all the Jews to enter into a period of fasting and prayer.

“Then Esther sent this reply to Mordecai: “Go, assemble all the Jews who are found in Susa, and fast on my behalf. Don’t eat and don’t drink for three days, night or day. My female attendants and I will also fast in the same way. Afterward I will go to the king, even though it violates the law. If I perish, I perish.” Esther 4: 15, 16.

Fortified by the prayer of her people and faith in her God, Esther resolutely prepares herself for what could be a suicide mission— an uninvited trip into the king’s throne room! Dressing in her finest attire, head held high, and a bearing of  strength, she approaches the throne of the king. There, she reveals her hidden ancestry, she openly pleads the case of her Jewish people, and she relies on the omnipotence of her God and the love of her king. The story ends happily. Esther saves her nation and the villains get their just desert. However, Esther was not to know that that would be the outcome. This act of bravery and selflessness by a woman with little influence and a lot to lose, challenges all who read her story. 

In our present world we are not all placed in positions of power but we all will be challenged at sometime to stand for what we believe in. First we must be clear about what we believe and then we must be willing to stand firmly for those principles. Living a positive, productive, and rewarding life does not happen by accident or fortune. It requires intentional adoption of standards of fairness, mercy, and love. It requires a mindset that acknowledges that we are not better than others but of equal worth and importance; understanding that others hurt as we hurt, others need friendship just as we do, others need to feel understood and loved, just as we do. 

We will at times be tempted to repay evil with evil, but we are called to resist this knowing that there is a God who can do a much better job of dealing out justice. We therefore must place in His hands the management of injustice and inequity. While we wait on Him to do this, we cannot ignore the needs of those around us. To friend or foe— wherever we see the hungry we must feed them, the naked we must clothe them, and the lonely we must befriend. Where there is despair we must bring hope, where there is ignorance we must bring light, and where we see sadness we must inject joy. 

At the end of the day we will retire tired but brimming with a sense of fulfillment, having walked today with Jesus, shared His mind, and co-labored with Him in His work of bringing meaning and joy into the lives of others.

Today’s Goal: To live a principled life, making decisions that are true to our principles no matter the consequences. 

When I was growing up I just couldn’t stand looking at my “buck teeth”. Those two teeth in the front that seemed to be the first thing anyone would see when I opened my mouth to speak. Bugs Bunny mouth, I and others, called it! The size of my feet also concerned me. What was a young lady going to do with size 9 feet? To say nothing of the length of my neck . . . . ugh!

At that time I was sure there was no one else who suffered with the flaws of their body. I felt alone and watched with envy as other young ladies seemed to move through life without a care in the world. Today, several decades later I realize I was not alone. I, like all the other young ladies and young men, bore the same kinds of burdens: shoe size, clothes, and friendships, etc.  

In our adult lives our anxieties may have pivoted to concerns about our achievements. Could I have achieved more in my career? Why don’t I seem to be able to make a good impression on the right people? Is there a life-partner out there for me? Will each member of my family hit the benchmarks that I have planned for him/ her? Did I save enough, will my bank book be able to cover my present and future needs? What of my spiritual life, am I meeting God’s expectations for me? Is happiness and success an attainable goal? These are but a few of the questions that bug us.

*Psalm 139 has become my song of hope and encouragement when I face such anxieties. The Psalmist must have experienced similar concerns and received inspiration which led him to pen these words. 

Below I am sharing this Psalm and I have inserted between the verses some of the questions that we ask of life. It amazes me that the Psalmist seems to answer these questions with deep core principles which have stood the challenge of time:

§ –  My Father, I feel alone and anxious. Are You there?

I have searched your heart and know you inside and out. I know when you sit down and when you rise; I discern your thoughts before you think them. I walk beside you all day long, and when you lie down at night, I’m there. I know everything you do and say.  There’s not a word that comes from your mouth, that I don’t know beforehand. I am behind you, in front of you and all around you wherever you go. I have touched you and drawn you close to Me. (Vv.1-5)

§ – My Father, can you help me understand and believe that I am important to you?

I can’t comprehend such knowledge. It’s so wonderful that no matter how hard I try to understand, I can’t grasp it all. Where can I go to leave the presence of Your Spirit? Where shall I run that You’re not already there? If I were to launch out into space, You’d be there. If I were to tunnel into the depths of the earth, You’d be there. If I had wings and could fly to the ends of the earth or to the most remote island in the sea, Your presence would be there and Your arms would be ready to hold me. Even if I hid in the dark, everything around me would be as visible to You as in the daylight. Darkness to You is as light as the day. (Vv.6-12)

§ – My Father, sometimes I feel like I’m a mistake. Why do You care for me? 

 I shaped you before you were born; I put your bones together while you were still in your mother’s womb. (V.13)

§ – When life gets difficult, help me to remember that I am special, and that you have plans for me. 

I praise you, for this body is incredibly and wonderfully made. Your whole creation is amazing. When I was developing in my mother’s womb, You knew everything that took place. To You nothing is hidden or mysterious. You saw my unformed body inside the womb. You knew how long I would live before I was born. (Vv.14-16)

§ – Each day, dear Father, can You help me to feel precious and close to You?

How precious are Your tender thoughts toward me, O Lord. There are so many of them, they never end! If I could count them, they would be more in number than the grains of sand on the sea shore. Every morning, You are still there for me. (Vv.17, 18)

§ – Thank You Father for Your promises. Please keep reminding me that You keep all Your promises.  I’m holding You to them!

O Lord, search my heart; test me so I can know my thoughts as You know them. Let me know if there is any wicked way in me, and then help me walk in the way I should go. (Vv.23, 24)

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Today’s Goal: To live confidently and fully by accepting who I am, knowing that my life was planned in great detail by my Father who loves me. 

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*Taken from the paraphrased Bible – The Clear Word by Jack J. Blanco,  Copyright © 2003 by Review and Herald® Publishing Association P.O. Box 1119, Hagerstown, MD 21741-1119.